Dear Dumb Diary

♥ Feb 28, 2011 ♥

Hey , guys ! Thanks for viewing mahh new blog :) Well , this is the new me . Oh , yeah :) All credits to my bestfriend whom I kept it private :D I'll keep posting about my days , and what I've gone through . Any comments , or any thing that you want to say , just leave it in the SHOUTBOX . I'll answer as soon as possible . But do not hold on to my promise as now I'm staying in the boarding school . I can't answer you sharp on time . But , if God wills it , I'll try to find a way to answer you back . And , oh . Yes . If you hated me and my blog , feel free to step out of this ' mess ' And I don't want to see any copycat passing here . It's forbidden . And about my biodata . It's all true . And try to never say a word about me being fake or something else . Cuz , I'm not . Well , thanks for reading . See you later ! Bye :)

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Monday, February 28, 2011

♥ Feb 27, 2011 ♥

Hey , guys .

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Sunday, February 27, 2011

♥ Feb 25, 2011 ♥

Yes , yes . I'm in love . I'm in love with a guy who changed my perception on my first day of school in my freshman year . My hair is a mess , my eyes weren't that deep . And my expression looks natural , and ugly . Exactly . But since I have him in my mind now , I'm changing everything . Everything from head to toe . He's really changing me . I'm starting to get my weights down . And everything . It may sounded funny . But no it's not .

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Friday, February 25, 2011

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Mamaaa ! Nak keluar asramaaaa ! Asrama gila tu dahh gila sangat ! Orang pun macam orang gila . Even the bakul there pun dah gila ! Especially , kakakk senior bodohh disitu ! Tolong lahh ! Diorang tu jahat gilaagilaa . Pleaaaaase ? I wanna stay at home . I'll miss Kitty :'(

Mamaaa , diorang tu jahat gila . I mean , selalu je diorang tinggalkan Ain . Oi , pompuan gilaa , kau pikir kelakar ahh ? Letak lipas dalam baju kau baru tau . Nak ?! Duhh , benda ni jangan buat main main lahh bodohhh . Your parents tak ajar ke how to be well mannered ? I think so . Mesti tak ajar kan ? Cakap pun macam orang terencat . Pikir ada orang ke yang nak kawin dengan kau ? DREAM ON lah , suckass -.-

Asrama tu dah lahh bodoh plus bebal . Sakit je hati aku tengok barang barang aku masa spotcheck . Duhh , rase nak sepak sepak je gigi diorang . Makan kaki , nak ? Saiz ? Berat ? Jenis ? Pilih je mana kau nak . And bila salah aku , pengawas pengawas tu tau pulak . Then , salah Kak C** yang lagi berat gila babi sampai bawak handphone tu kau tak nampak pulak ? Buta !

Takpe korang . Kan ? Nanti , aku kena kan korang . Biar mati terkapai kapai dekat situ . AND AKU TAK NAK TOLONG SATU HARAM JADAH PUN . Kau duduk situ diam diam , okay ? Aku nak tengok kau menderita sebagaimana aku menderita ! Aku nak tengok kau biul sebagaimana biulnya aku . Takpe , one day . Allah will pay back . You'll see . . .

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Friday, February 25, 2011

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Ohh , cutie . Kau bolehh tak berhenti menjadi COMEL sekejap . Sekejap je , aku tak mintak lama ! Aku jadi

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Friday, February 25, 2011

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Hey , guys . Macam yang korang tahu , aku kan dah masuk asrama ? And sorry lah sebab dah lama tak update . Sebab , asrama sakai tu tahan aku disitu . Hokay , sekarang let's start the story about my boarding school .

Okay , dekat asrama gila tu , aku duduk dorm yang paling atas ! Paras 4 . And ada kakakk kakakk FORM 4 dari SMK Seri Bintang Utara dekat situ , duduk sama dorm . And same jugak dengan kawan aku , Annis . Dia duduk same dorm :D Kay , kitorang kat sana , hanye ade satu dorm je yang ade orang . Iaitu , dorm kitorang . Name dorm kitorang Juwairiyah . Memang seram jugak . But , actually alhamdulillah , tak ada ape ape .

Ni aku nak cerita . Kakakk kakakk senior SBU yang tak gune . Name dia Kak Sh**iah . Eh , pompuan bodohh , ape kau pikir aku takde perasaan ?! Kau ingat kau cantik sangat ke ? Muke macam taik kambing . Ade hati nak mengorat Aspura . Ewah , ewahh . Salah aku kau nampak , salah kau ?! Salah Annis ? Salahh Eika ? Ehh SIAL lahh kau ni , tau ? Suka suki je tinggalkan aku . Ehh , pompuan bodohh , aku tau lah aku penakut . Kau tak reti ke tunggu ?! Dah sahh lahh . Pastu kau dah lah gedik gile babi . Tau kenape ? Malam malam pegi skodeng kat tingkap , skodeng blok lelaki . Ape kau ingat diorang nak dengan kau ? BOLEH BERAMBUS lah weh . Takde sape nak kat kau kalau perangai kau macam lancau . Aku memang dah tak boleh tahan dengan kau . Aku doakan kau DITIMPA BALA . Amin .

Then , now pasal Ieka pulak :P Ha , ni lagi sekor . Apsal kau kurang ajar sangat ? Pikir aku takut ahh dengan kau ? Ehhhh , bolehh belahh ye , cik puan . Kau jangan nak menggedik kat sini . mentang mentang pompuan bohsia tu suka dengan kau , kau bolehh lebih lebih pulak . PEGI JAHANAM OKAY . Aku dahh marah ni . Selame ni aku sabar je . 2 minggu hidup dengan korang memang macam neraka ! Malam malam nangis ! Ehh , apsal kau buto sangat ? Ha ? Kay , FYI , selama hidup aku , aku TAK PERNAH sebut BUTO , okay . Ni first time , sebab aku dah tak tahan dengan perangai kau yang sial gila babi tu !

Okay , one more bitchy person : Kak A***** . Ehhh , pompuan gilaaaaaa . Kau apsal ahh ? Apsal kau macam sial je dengan aku ? Ape aku buat kat kau ? Apsal dengan Annis , kau baik je ? Pikir balik . Perangai kau yang macam SHAITOOOONNNNN tu . Ewahh ewahh . Sedap sedap mulut je ye , nak kutuk kutuk aku . Bile ade masalah , cari aku ?! Aku tolongg ahh . Ingat nak amik hati kau , rupe rupe nye lagi butohh ye mulut kau ?

Dahh , dahh ! Malas aku mencarut lagi ! Buat tambah dosa ! Korang berdosa , mampus lah , peduli ape aku . Tahu ahh wehh , Tuhan tunjuk jugak satu hari nanti . Memang kau kene timpa bala . Amin . . .

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Friday, February 25, 2011

♥ Feb 12, 2011 ♥

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Saturday, February 12, 2011

♥ Feb 11, 2011 ♥

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Friday, February 11, 2011

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OMG . This is so scary ! It's examination ! I mean , I need to be well prepared . No more Facebook , just Score A and books of every subject ! I need to prepare myself for the exam . It's the first one , and it's the most important one too ! I need to memorize the timetable . And I need to memorize all the notes , the quantities of this and that . I need to do it ! Otherwise , I'll fail in the exam ! I'm sure I will get C's for Mathematics . Believe me ! I don't understand what does the teacher say ! It was all blurry and kind of suffocating . I need to practice a bit . Otherwise , I'll be left behind . Oh my god , I don't know what to do . It's around the corner , there's only 2 days left to do revision and to revise ! I don't know how am i going to do that ! My brain is all aching and my mind is all blank . I need to change . I don't need Facebook for my life . I only need to study and when I grow up , all I have to do is buy the Facebook from mark Zuckerberg ! And there , we have the plan . Just follow it , just open your Facebook account once a week , or maybe twice . The rest of the weeks , you spend your time with educational progamme and books . You need to do it fast , Ain . It's 2 days away and you haven't prepared anything ?! I believe you can ! YOU CAN !

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Friday, February 11, 2011

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Kau tahu tak ? Kambing Mak Limah dah mati ? Pergi lahh tengok diaorang kena kebumikan ? Muahahahaha xD Actually I'm bored , okay . Takde benda nak post . Semuanya macam bosan gila . Nak je aku hentak hentak laptop ni . Sangat lahh membosankan , okay . Kerja sekolahh pun ade yang tak siap . And minggu depan ujian . Our first test ! What the hell ?! SUSAH NYE ! I mean , aku tak paham walau satu pun yang cikgu ajar ! BLANK ! BLANK ! Macam fikiran aku dahh pegi tempat lain . Hello , brainy , come back here lahh . I'm using you for the upcoming test ! You know what ?! AKU TAK HAFAL SIFIR LAGI DOH ! Macamana ?! I mean , Maths kan guna sifir ! AND AKU TAK PAHAM LANGSUNG PASAL PRIME NUMBERS , FACTORS , PRIME FACTORS and benda benda yang bagi korang adalah remeh temeh . Susahh dohh . Susahh sangat sekolah menengah ni . Semua bende kena jadi perfect . Otherwise , kena marah , ceramah and others . Penat lahh kena marah , takde jalan lain ke nak betulkan silap orang selain dari marah ?! JADI STRES OKAY ! So , pelajaran langsung tak masuk . Takde apa yang boleh made my day , except for a smile from Reuben :D Hahaha xD Perasan . Macam dia nak senyum dekat aku doh xD Gigi pun ada gap , ada hati nak dapat senyuman Reuben :D Muahahahaha :P

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Friday, February 11, 2011

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Hoyeah , jiwa memberontak . Hat

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Friday, February 11, 2011

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Friday, February 11, 2011

♥ Feb 10, 2011 ♥

Hey korang . Hari ni , adalaahhh hari yangg memang gila gila penuhh dengan HAPPINESS and JEALOUSY . And why is that ? Okay , nak bagi tahu lah ni .

Okay , why I'm feeling so happy ? Sebab , Fara kate masa tu , dia berbual dengan Reuben . Alahh , my crush , kan ? Dia cakap , " Do you know Ain ? " and blah blah blah yang aku lupa . Itu takk penting :D Yang penting adalahh part Reuben :) Then , Reuben said , " Yeah , yeah . I noticed her . " OMG , can you see that ?! HE NOTICED ME ! Ahhhh ! Best gilaaaaa ! Macam nak jerit je dohh masa dengar Fara cakap macam tu . Aku dahh syok syok sendiri je :P Alahh , but biasa lahh tu , kan ? Mesti dia notice aku punye . I mean , dia kan prefect . Mesti lahh tahu .

Okay , now . I'm gonna tell you why I'm jealous ? Okay . Tadi , masa habis rehat , kan Reuben jaga pintu depan ? Then , suddenly , Raha * His best friend which is a girl * tiba tiba datang . And then , she showed Reuben a can . Then , tibe tibe je dia PELUK Reuben . And she laid her head on Reuben's chest ?! WHAT THE FUCK !? I LOOKED IN DISBELIEF . Oh my god ! Rasa nak tampar tampar je dohh Raha ! Hello ?! You're a Muslim , okay ! And I don't care about that . I cared about how jealous I am that time . Suddenly , mulut aku macam terlopong je . Tengok Raha and Reuben . And Reuben macam biasa je lahh , kan ? Lebihh ahh tu Raha . Tau lahh kau senior , jangan lebih lebihh dohh . Duhh , memang aku tak puas hati . And Reuben pun satu ?! BOLEH NOD JE BILA RAHA BUAT MACAM TU ?! Siap pegang badan dia sekali doh ! Nak mati apa ! Nak aku report lembaga disiplin ?! * Aku marah okay ? Muahahaha xD * Nasib baik aku tak menangis doh . Muahahaha xD Tersentuh lahh jugak , kan ? Tengok orang yang kau suka . Dah peluk pelukk orang :'( But , it's okay . It's his choice . I will be okay with that :)